Could You Love An Apple? by Becky Jerams

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5stars

He felt ready to put on his armour and fight until every last demon was finally defeated.

Title: Could You Love An Apple?
Author: Becky Jerams
Good things about this book: BENJAMIN APPLE!
Bad things about this book: It’s long and many things can go wrong when a book is long.
Do I recommend it? Yes.
Rate: 5/5

Read the summary and add this book on Goodreads: here

>> Beware; this is going to be a review full of quotes because I love quotes, quotes are the best

Once upon a time there was a beautiful boy who in the past made really terrible mistakes and, even if people around him has somehow forgiven him, it was very hard to convince himself that he was a person worth being with, a person worth loving.

This book has 500+ pages and has every single quality of a Netflix original series:
1) You will go through all range of the emotion spectrum;
2) You will laugh, cry, shake your head, be mad, scream, want to shake some sense out of characters for being dumb;
3) You will love every second of it;
4) You will want to binge read the hell out of it in a single sitting if time and responsibilities allow;
5) You will finish only to feel happy yet empty inside.

Every time someone smiled at him or treated him kindly, it felt so thoroughly undeserved that it made Taylor’s skin crawl.

How can you not love a book like that? It will test your patience. Believe me, it tested my patience and I am a very patient person. There were times I wanted to put it in stand-by because it was making me feeling anxious and a little, let’s say, murdery. I was angry at everything and everyone because I could see how the world would’ve been with them happy and together and it seemed that the only ones in their way to happiness were themselves.

Taylor Raven has left his family and city behind to start anew. But the past is not easy to forget, forgive or get away from. We know the horrible things he’s done to Scotty in the previous book “Reasons to Love a Nerd Like Me” but we also know that by the end of the book he has redeemed himself and we see at the beginning of this book that Scotty and co has forgiven Taylor and now they are friends. Taylor knows all of this but he doesn’t feel worth having friends or people around him. He thinks he is toxic. He thinks he’s not going to find love because how can he deserve it after everything?

“I made his life a fucking misery.”
“Because you liked him?” Benjamin asked aloud. Taylor clenched his fists together into an angry ball.
“No. Because I loved him.”

Taylor is not an easy person. He has anger episodes and a lot of internal issues caused by his family, especially his father, and by what he’s done alongside his bully friends in college. He thinks nobody will bother him in Westerfield but being a small town where everyone knows one another, is hard escaping people trying to get to know you better.

“I can’t believe this. I’ve stayed out all night in another man’s bed and I don’t have any clean clothes. I don’t even have a toothbrush! My mum is going to be disgusted with me. I’ll be a family disgrace.”

One day, trying to get away from people and his lonely flat, he stumbles upon a little pub called The Apple Inn. The pub looks quite rustic and the customers are scarce, almost non-existent. The Apple family runs the Apple Inn and they are lovely people. George and Sharon are loving parents, Ashleigh is a bubbly teenager and a very slow barman, and Benjamin is the adorable ginger cook/barman/artist who thinks Taylor is the most interesting thing that has happened in his life in a very long time.

“Is that all you’ve got to say?” Taylor grunted in response, still holding onto Benjamin firmly. “Oh bother?”
“It felt like a very ‘oh bother’ kind of moment.”

Benjamin is the most beautiful and adorable boy and he deserves the world. He is funny, some may think he tries too much, but it’s not like that, he likes making people laugh and he is genuinely lovable. He is very tall, ginger like Garfield (his words not mine), is very good at drawing and is trying his best to help his family run the pub, even if it means he had to put his future on hold.

“Stop being so soppy, get off me!”
“NO! YOU WILL ACCEPT MY ADVANCES WILLINGLY!”

I can’t begin to explain how much I love Benjamin. And I also loved Benjamin with Taylor. I knew how good Benji’s personality was making Taylor realize he could have it all. It was scary and he still had a lot to reveal about himself. What would adorable Benjamin think of Taylor after he learns what he’s done, what he was capable of doing?

“People tell me I’m very charming.”
He was joking, but at the same time it was completely true. “Oh, people tell you that do they? What people?”
“My mum.”

This was a rollercoaster of emotions. As soon as something nice was happening I knew it wasn’t going to last because, come on, I was only at 30%, how could things be perfect if the book was only at the beginning? I was scared all the time. Everything that could go wrong was destined to go wrong. They was no way of escaping it and maybe that’s for the best because that way Taylor could really face his demons, defeat them, move on and be happy.

I will recommend it and I will keep on loving it. I already loved Becky Jerams for Scotty’s story and now my love is confirmed with this book. I am putting her on my authors-I-love list; she deserves it.

“I’ve seen you knock things over so artfully, I thought for sure you were training for the next Olympics.”

^^^Oh, how I love my beautiful goofy ginger angel!

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Reasons to Love a Nerd Like Me by Becky Jerams

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“I’m someone who’s sick of bullies like you throwing your weight around all the time. I’ve been scared of people like you my whole life and I’m done with it!”

Title: Reasons to Love a Nerd Like Me
Author: Becky Jerams
Why you should read this book: Because it’s lovely and sweet and will make you smile a lot.

Summary from Goodreads:

Scotty Williams is the nerdiest 17-year-old at Havensdale College – and proud of it. However being a nerd can have its downsides, particularly when you’re constantly being targeted by the school bully Taylor Raven and his cronies. As Scotty tries to navigate his final college years with the aid of his best friend Olive, he also finds himself on the radar of the mysterious and intimidating Vincent Hunter, toughest guy in the Sixth Form. Is Vincent really as bad as he seems? Will Scotty’s darkest secret ever be revealed? Can he ever just finish his last few college years in peace? But most importantly… will any guy ever find the reasons to love a nerd like him?

“You know what Specs? I can’t fucking wait.”
“For what?” I questioned.
“Life.”

I started this ebook after lunch and couldn’t put it down until almost 1 am. I had the urge to finish it; I was so scared about the ending that I kept going because I needed to know that everything was going to be okay in the end. I couldn’t go to sleep not knowing what was going to happen after one chapter. Maybe that chapter was a happy one but what about the next one? I knew drama was lurking in the shadows waiting to jump out when I was least expecting it. I couldn’t do it, I gathered my strength, locked away my procrastination, and read and read and read!

Every hour spent on this book was worth it, every chapter better than the one before. The frustration, the anger, the sadness, the anger, I got so many feelings for one day and it was seriously overwhelming. The story is quite simple but it has many depths and it took my breath away. I wasn’t expecting the characters to be this sweet and adorable, I love them so much it hurts!

“Why am I so pale?!” I suddenly announced. “And weedy?! Oh God, I’m a disgrace!”

Scotty is a petite nerd with thick glasses, lack of fashion sense, good at school, member of a sort of Dungeons & Dragons after school club and bullied by the popular guys. Life is not looking good for our hero, right? The bullying part was hateful and I was in killing mode every time someone was hurting Scotty. He didn’t deserve any of it and after finding the reason why he was being bully by Taylor the handsome tennis player, I was even angrier! No excuse is acceptable when it comes to bullying but his excuse was even worse than any other lame excuse!! So mad!!!

I know it’s really sad and unfair, but just because someone has a lot to deal with, it doesn’t give them the excuse to take it out on other people.

Then along came Vincent! Out of nowhere there he was, handsome, tall, a rock star with the fame of being a bad boy. Rumors because he is the sweetest cupcake in the whole wide world. Sweet, cheesy and adorable in a muscular package! And gay, for our Scotty’s luck. Scotty, what did you do in your previous life to be so damn lucky? You can have a sweet and loving Vincent all for yourself, beautiful and with a wonderful velvet voice. But is he interested in Scotty? Can he find a reason to love a nerd like him?

Wow, it looked like the Vincent Hunter fan club was growing. If he wasn’t careful he was going to become King Of The Nerds whether he liked it or not.

I don’t want to reveal anything because the beauty of this book is that it slowly unfolds so many situations. You think everything is going to be fine then you see you’re only at like 60% of the book and you know that the happiness can’t last. How can it last if there are so many unresolved things? I was so scared all the time. Will there be a twist? Will people who made mistakes be forgiven? Can a second chance be possible?

Vincent may be the sweetest and my love for him is immeasurable but my loyalty lies with Scotty. He is an amazing character. He is flawed, he lied a lot but it was due to shame and fear. I understood his intentions and stood by him. I hoped everything would turn out perfect for him because I wanted him to have the quiet and wonderful life he deserved. Scotty grew up so much, he started becoming bold, not being the one on the sideline, only receiving and never reacting. He accepts who he is, knowing there is nothing wrong with him. Everything he loves is part of who he is and the one who sees the greatness that is Scotty will be the one that’ll get to be with him forever.

I actually quite liked being me. I mean, maybe I wasn’t the coolest or most attractive guy in the world, but I wasn’t exactly hideous.

I loved this book so much and I want everyone to read it but I won’t recommend it. I kind of want people to find it by themselves just like I did and be surprised by its beauty.
5 wonderful nerdy stars for this jewel!!

Do I recommend it? Yes, 500% yes, I fell in love with this sweet story.
Rate: 5/5

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